September 2010
Breathing,
Doing better.
Remembering what my goal was this year.
I am in and OUT of here, and it WILL be with straight A’s.
As for the love of my life and I,
Despite what everyone else thinks,
I have faith in us.
<3
because love conquers all.
I feel terrible
Cursing so much,
I’m just in so much pain.
I’m trying so hard…
Lately
“I’ve been fighting with that girl in the mirror.. who decides what’s beautiful?”
"I'm scared
to death of life in darkness”
- I fucking refuse to let myself be scared anymore.
I WILL be strong, I WILL voice my opinion when relevant,
I am no longer the person I was last year..
I AM awesome, and AM worth it.
If someone doesn’t think so, fuck them
I'm breathing,
Bleeding,
I won’t let you win this time.
Rip out my insides,
Take everything I’ve got,
But you can’t take what makes me me.
forgiveness
Is giving up your right to be angry and to punish.
God help me, because there is no way I can do this without you.
I kinda
Feel guilty… I haven’t written in a long time….
I’ve just been pushing things out of my head and letting em go I guess..
I do this thing, where there are a ton of thoughts in my head, and I wanna talk about it, but I can’t…
I can’t because then everything all pours out.
I’m just so tired…and I’m forcing myself not to be stressed,...
lysanderisimaginary asked: So uhhm,
A lot of people that I know in real life are now trolling my tumblr >_<
So I've made a new blog, an honest blog, if you will.
I'd like you to follow it :) If you would like,
I'll still be posting on my current account, but if you're interested in reading any of the emotional/serious things I write...
A lot of people that I know in real life are now trolling my tumblr >_<
So I've made a new blog, an honest blog, if you will.
I'd like you to follow it :) If you would like,
I'll still be posting on my current account, but if you're interested in reading any of the emotional/serious things I write...
Tumblin Tumbln'
I be Tumbln erry day :DDD I be Tumbln’ in schoo broooo
“You cut the cord today with God’s hand to hold yours steady
He waits for...”
– Flyleaf
Venting
But people can definitely go somewhere. I haven’t done anything so I’m sorry, no I’m not gonna feel bad. “Keep calm, you’ve done nothing wrong.” They can all fucking go somewhere. I’m taking care of my health, and my life back the hell up.
acrossthesands asked: taadluabaago :D I know this isn't a question but hey haha
Love, relationships and Frank Sinatra.
taadluabaago:
I really don’t know what to think about love anymore. People say they want it, but what they really want is Brad Pitt. Brad Pitt with a boom box playing some love song outside their window in the rain. I can only do two of those things. Frank Sinatra said it best in his song “Someone to watch over me” Although I may not be the man some girls think of as handsome, to her heart I’ll...
Mustache :)
Okay so every time I’m sad I am definitely gonna wear a mustache to school. Today was so amazing :DD I had so many people come up to me saying how I brightened up their days. That made me feel so great, and I definitely realized that it really isn’t until you’ve lost everything that you feel free to do anything. What did I have to lose wearing a mustache around school??
I...
stuff i like
1) Striped socks. 2) Winter vacation. 3) Minty breath. 4) Warm hands. 5) Sublime(the restaurant). 6) Proving people wrong. 7) Sketching. 8) Steel drums. 9) Tampons. 10) The Sims 2. 11) Kissing. 12) Backpacks. 13) Cloudy weather. 14) Picking out presents for people. 15) Kevin Flamme. 16) Boys. 17) Old movies. 18) Reminiscing. 19) Mario Party. 20) Orange juice. 21) Interesting people. 22)...
haha
SO i realized that I say the dumbest things while playing Left 4 dead 2.
I honestly have to ask myself if there is anything in my vocabulary other than curse words.
SMH.
o wellz :D
I'm tired
simplyrachhie:
You know, I have just come to that point where I’m just too tired. Too tired of trying to make these friendships work. Tired of pushing my weight around and pleasing everyone. It’s not worth it because I don’t even want to be these people’s friends anyways. It’s just a game here and I am very, very bored of this game so I’m going to fold it up, put it into its little box, and...
A Beautiful Demise~: Seize the moment :x →
Day 01 → A picture of yourself
Day 02 → Places you want to visit.
Day 03 → Favorite memory from childhood.
Day 04 → Worst memory from childhood.
Day 05 → An old picture of yourself
Day 06 → An art piece
Day 07 → Best day of your life.
Day 08 → Worst day of your life.
Day 09 →…
“Air has no prejudice. It does not carry the opinions of a man faster than those...”
– Verizon “Rule the Air” commercial. DAMN STRAIGHT
Worst feelings ever:
faithiefaith:
hihulloitszoe:
Being on your period.
Random cuts and bruises.
When a store doesnt have your size.
Sunday night before school.
Losing something precious.
Having tons of homework and having only one night to finish.
When you have to say goodbye after an amazing day.
Knowing ‘he’ or ‘she’ is angry at you.
Not liking what you see in the mirror.
Having tummy aches.
Having...
hihulloitszoe asked: ahahahh what!! blasphemy!! *sigh* tilly.. only you <3
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